I have no idea wats been happening to me.

loosing focus?

Stars not in-line for me?

Earth not spinning right?

Me loosing faith?

Sounds so suicidal. Everything i do nowadays seem so rebellious. yes rebelious.

Unnecessary quarrels with mum. Unable to talk to people properly.. keep changing topics in obvious manner. IM loosing it!

Feels so sour now. While im driving, i cant seem to plan where i wan to go next..

Forgot to put parking ticket.. and kena saman for that. Very forgetful 2.

I just have to let it out.. just hang on with me with this thanks.

Just lazed around the house all day again!.. suppose to wash my camp stuff and the cars and exercise.. DIDNT do anything.

Am i looking for an answer or jus taking everythin for granted.. i wanna be thankful, and i am really but i lag a lot.. bleh..

----------------------Self realisation---------------It should help.------------------------

Lulu is now a uni boy.. okok uni cow.. Jus enrolled in for Biz and com degree with Monash University(MONI) haha. and very thankful to MY BF ST!! and her gang of fren to orientate me and haha Gary. she cute la ....=p

Previously i jus completed MK Part 3a.. woot and now gotta prepare for 3b while having to prepare a presentation on Isyarat sulit pengakap for 30 mins for the next camp. duhhh

Sorry guys but those who went for introduction and part 1 were allowed to join 3a and i only knew it after the camp. gotta take 3a then 3b cuz its a break down of a 7 day camp. =(

Mood come and goes.. but what makes us move when we are alone?

Motivation?Morale?Inspiration?Aspiration?Can do attitude? help isnt always there and thats where we gotta be independant. Afraid? can't its life. Letting out our feelings and thoughts r good ways to accept more and better thoughts n feelings rather than complaining and analysing the same old one over and over again.

HAHA achievement today.. did salted shrimp Fried damp rice!!! didnt take photo... sorry.

ME and behind the house boat we used for the fishing trip which made me reallly DARK...

A bottle of whisky which evaporated in my mouth haha

name= Octomore single malt whisky 63.5% bought in langkawi.. not mine hehe.

HOOCH Lemon aka lemon vodka in a bottle RM4.90 in Langkawi.

Awesome drink.. Love it.. even rabin says its good..

KRISPY KREME

Beware only eat the originals cuz they r nice.. i and WC regretted choosing others... really can die for but originals to die for.

OKay random pic.. my master piece omelete.

EGG with Chives herb +Garlic 1 clove+1 big Onion.

All fried together with olive oil.. owh ya some red cili padis also..for some kick

LASTly

The photoshoot i missed. wore the blue mufy shirt but tak dapat cuz chao early..

LAST day of MUFY.. now all tai ko chai go uni liaoz.. =(

Feeling much better after bloggin.. btw uni seems like a new opportunity.. =)

ALWIN out